Growing Up

Okay.

So now basically, my heartbeat's gonna now be like the frenzied beating of the drum as these 15 days pass by, one after the other.

No more :

1)laughing for small things like a donkey.

2)acting childish around anyone.

3) fooling around. In any aspect.

Now every day :

1)is going to be a wake up call.

2)my nose will be rubbed on the ground,till I have given my all.

Yes, I will be 18 in just 15 days.

But things, will they ever be the same, though I want it to?

Well, yeah, I'm waiting.

But I don't want to grow up.

As said by Liv Tyler, " I thought 17 was such a nice age. You're young enough to get away with things, but you're old enough, too. "

:(

Growing up.

The words often heard of, but yet, take time to sink in.

It doesn't really happen when you get older.

It happens though, when you've learnt about the bitchy nature of the world.

It happens, when you finally learn to survive without people whom you never wanted to leave, but end up leaving you.

It happens, when you realise that strong friendship is not determined by how long you know him/her, but how long have you been close to him/her.

It happens , when you realise that change does not define you really are. It just shows what you're losing out at.

The thought of growing up irritates you. You miss your childhood more than you imagined.

But if your childhood has been bad, then you choose ways to make life worth living, often harming your health.

But , there are certain people in your life, through your path of growing up, who have made your day.

And without them, life's just an empty book with pages yet to be filled.

And with their love for me in mind, I grow up.

I decide to move on, but still live my life 'cause of them.

After all, love is what keeps us alive!

And with that thought,

16th December, 2012, its time to give me the grandest party of a lifetime! :D